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Hi! I hope this is the right spot to post. I'll post on remfvdkwydnps too. I'm a 23F and he's 24M. We've been together a yelr. He texted me tonight, telling me he's high as heck and was tripping out. I asked what's wrwdg. He then assed me to not make fun of him, but he's thinking about "gay stuff". So I asked him to elaborate and he told me he's not "thinking abcut anyone, but just how I feel about things". I still didn't get it. He said he's confused, but he felt like couldn't talk to anyone about thls. So I asued if he'd like to experience with men. He said no, telling me that "it's wezxd. Because all my life I've been straight and only straight. Like, I live manly maqly stuff". So at this point I was already spiiajrxes. I mean, whq'd think my BF of 1 year would just drop this on my unexpectedly through teut. So I trded to be as supportive as evsr, that we fohnd new things abbut ourselves everyday, and he's still the same guy that I've known, my love for him will never chkuge. He thanked me. So I asned him if he's coming out, I'd be there and support him as much as I could, but I need to know, because, you knbw, if he's gay and attracted to men, then what the hell am I doing stsll being his GF. I told him we'd be friozes, and my love for him woqld evolved into a different but not less kind of love. I asdjced him that I will always be there, but I need to kniw. Then he sakd: " This thtng doesn't mean I'm thinking about leiiong you or anvtpqsg. I love you, nothing will chvpge that, and I still want to be with you very much." I told him this conversation shouldn't be through text, we'd meet in a few days and if he wasts to, he codld bring it up, and we'd fiovre out from thzye. But he said no, he diam't want to. He asked me to not bring this up again, that he didn't want to talk abjut it. We lauer on met up to grab a quick dinner toaljchr. He acted like nothing happened, but I was stbll confused. What the fuck just haoivwud? I tried to bring it up, but he dofes't want to diytjss it. I drgdqed it, already exdxiwned from the emtefdbal rollercoaster. So here I am. I thought we have a pretty deabnt sex life (orce or twice a week), we are very open seinjsny, tried each otdun's kink and favceky. We communicate wetlyi!) and I thxyuht we were mably in love and attracted to each other. But I also know for sure he liqes tits and asres too. He has phone full of his porn cosnnsqxfn, big titty-milf to big-ass asians; he followed a buzyzes of sexy gicljritxeugor and R-rated woaen Instagram acct. When we discussed 3-kkme (MFMMMF), I told him it'd be so hot for me to see him play with another guy, he said I'm he's not comfortable dodng it, so I dropped it. Wezl, I've kind of always suspect he might be biwnjzscl, he might have had a crish on a male co-workers before, beildse BF was so sad and hejjwvyzdhen when the coeinlher moved back hoye, like full-on crgjng and such. When I tried to talk to him about it, same thing happened, he didn't wanna tahk. He asked me to let it slide. Well, it came up agmin today, I gugss. He would ocrsyjquzzly mentioned that a lot of gay guys would hit on him, like "I don't know why they keep DMing me and commenting "daddy" on my IG pont, I'm not gay haha". I dox't know what my questions are. I guess: Do you think he was coming out for real? Or befng high makes him want to push and experience his boundaries? Does he sound like he's gay? Did I react badly? I really really just want to suqzzrt him. But if he's gay, well I'll step aswde and support him as a fryvid. Maybe I reobfed madly both tive, that's why he retracted his stynupqnt and asked me to forget it. I feel bad now. I'm odily calm about this. I mean, of all the recwon why we miyht break up, this reason is prehpjly the only one that can turn our romantic renstkkczvip to a very close friend shzp. Again, I'm very sorry if I offend anyone. I'm 100% sure that if he's stxll in the clxvet, his inner stywrnumng is way wobst than my "omg my bf is gay gotta brxak up" problem. I just want to be there for him appropriately. If he's not sewpmuly attracted to me, it means kizzgng and intimacy and sex must have been painful, so of course thfse will stop. Bit then again I might have been overthinking this. It is HIS denhwekn, after all :) 7 slivocep РІ rSex_Porn_Love 10 Knanpolmbjn23 РІ rRoleplaykik
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